best (or perhaps just latest?) new music obsession:
kathy in her bedroom - bedroom walls
best girls to have with you in a pinch
best feeling
best cover of "last christmas"
last christmas - erlend oye
best cause of noise most likely to wake me up at 7am on a Saturday (tied for best source of construction workers likely to see me nekkid)
best imitation of garden gnomes
best use of "la la la"
black flowers - yo la tengo
best use of a flash drive
best constant
best kit for an afternoon on the beach
best song to listen to while driving fast on the freeway at night
stars above us - saint etienne
most flagrant abuse of a pandy
best song to get out of town to
junglebook - esthero
best
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Friday, December 22, 2006
i am thousands of miles away from any major land masses
if zombies come for the rest of you, i'm staying right here.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Saturday, December 16, 2006
the year in blog
the first line of the first post of every month in 2006 (via ryansenseless, via someone else, and so goes the blogosphere)
January
maybe that's why i feel the dichotomies so deeply.
February
this is my old doorway.
March
mmmm...the truth is, i just like lying in bed anytime.
April
returning feels a little more like coming home.
May
to include mix cds from half-japanese canadians that correspond thematically to new kids on the block albums.
June
i don't remember ever not liking simon and garfunkel.
July
as lenny strolled the left path as the pepoi the bird said he thought a lot about what was wrong with him inside and maybe what he needed to change.
August
or, rather, i sat through it with my head turned and my hands over my eyes.
September
[diptych by m]
October
that i always spell the word 'monthes' with an 'e' in it, and then have to go back and take the 'e' out?
November
last night i dreamt that i was walking down a dark street in a small mountain town.
December
we were the dark horse.
January
maybe that's why i feel the dichotomies so deeply.
February
this is my old doorway.
March
mmmm...the truth is, i just like lying in bed anytime.
April
returning feels a little more like coming home.
May
to include mix cds from half-japanese canadians that correspond thematically to new kids on the block albums.
June
i don't remember ever not liking simon and garfunkel.
July
as lenny strolled the left path as the pepoi the bird said he thought a lot about what was wrong with him inside and maybe what he needed to change.
August
or, rather, i sat through it with my head turned and my hands over my eyes.
September
[diptych by m]
October
that i always spell the word 'monthes' with an 'e' in it, and then have to go back and take the 'e' out?
November
last night i dreamt that i was walking down a dark street in a small mountain town.
December
we were the dark horse.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
are you fucking kidding me?
S.D. Democrat hospitalized, did not suffer stroke
By Noam N. Levey, Times Staff Writer
5:39 PM PST, December 13, 2006
WASHINGTON -- Sen. Tim Johnson, D-S.D., was hospitalized Wednesday, but tests indicated that he did not suffer a stroke, his office said.
Johnson, a centrist who has largely avoided the spotlight since being elected to the Senate 10 years ago, became disoriented during a midday conference call with reporters. He was taken to George Washington University Hospital, where he was evaluated for a "possible stroke," his office said.
A spokeswoman said later that doctors had found no evidence that Johnson, who turns 60 in two weeks, had suffered either a stroke or a heart attack, but he remained in the hospital.
Sen. Harry Reid of Nevada, who will take over as Senate majority leader next month, issued a statement wishing Johnson "a full recovery."
"Sen. Johnson is a dear friend to me and to all of us here in the Senate," Reid said.
If Johnson is not able to serve when the 110th Congress convenes early next month, the Senate -- which the Democrats narrowly captured in November's elections, 51 to 49 -- could revert to Republican control.
Under South Dakota law, Gov. Mike Rounds, a Republican, would appoint a replacement, presumably from his own party -- giving each party 50 seats. Because a 50-50 tie would give the tiebreaking vote to Vice President Dick Cheney, Republicans would control the chamber if it is evenly divided.
By Noam N. Levey, Times Staff Writer
5:39 PM PST, December 13, 2006
WASHINGTON -- Sen. Tim Johnson, D-S.D., was hospitalized Wednesday, but tests indicated that he did not suffer a stroke, his office said.
Johnson, a centrist who has largely avoided the spotlight since being elected to the Senate 10 years ago, became disoriented during a midday conference call with reporters. He was taken to George Washington University Hospital, where he was evaluated for a "possible stroke," his office said.
A spokeswoman said later that doctors had found no evidence that Johnson, who turns 60 in two weeks, had suffered either a stroke or a heart attack, but he remained in the hospital.
Sen. Harry Reid of Nevada, who will take over as Senate majority leader next month, issued a statement wishing Johnson "a full recovery."
"Sen. Johnson is a dear friend to me and to all of us here in the Senate," Reid said.
If Johnson is not able to serve when the 110th Congress convenes early next month, the Senate -- which the Democrats narrowly captured in November's elections, 51 to 49 -- could revert to Republican control.
Under South Dakota law, Gov. Mike Rounds, a Republican, would appoint a replacement, presumably from his own party -- giving each party 50 seats. Because a 50-50 tie would give the tiebreaking vote to Vice President Dick Cheney, Republicans would control the chamber if it is evenly divided.
Cultural Foundations of the US Urban Experience
* love of newness
* desire to be near to nature
* freedom to move
* individualism, and its accompanying violence (the fight to win, struggle to succeed)
* melting pot of peoples
* sense of destiny
Source: Muller, Peter O. 2004. "Transportation and Urban Form: Stages in the Spatial Evolution of the American Metropolis," in The Geography of Urban Transportation, Third Edition
* desire to be near to nature
* freedom to move
* individualism, and its accompanying violence (the fight to win, struggle to succeed)
* melting pot of peoples
* sense of destiny
Source: Muller, Peter O. 2004. "Transportation and Urban Form: Stages in the Spatial Evolution of the American Metropolis," in The Geography of Urban Transportation, Third Edition
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
sharing brainpower
right now i'm sitting in a computer lab with about 20 other planners. every workstation is occupied. there's another lab lying empty just a few doors down. the empty lab is invariably quieter and less distraction-prone.
so what are we all doing in here?
so what are we all doing in here?
Friday, December 08, 2006
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Monday, December 04, 2006
Sunday, December 03, 2006
cheesycakes defeated in final round of championship playoffs
we were the dark horse. the cinderella team. no one (including us) expected to make it past the first round. and yet somehow, 8 hours of bowling later, there we were: playing for the cup.
but the cakes were tired. i was sick. heidi still hadn't picked out an outfit for the dinner party of intimidation. we'd all had a bit too much to drink. marty (an honorary cake) was concocting game theory strategies to bring home the cup, but alas - even kelly's stellar bowling wasn't enough to carry us.
some say we choked. some say the other team was mean (they were). but i say: the cakes played their little hearts out.
and man, was it fun.
but the cakes were tired. i was sick. heidi still hadn't picked out an outfit for the dinner party of intimidation. we'd all had a bit too much to drink. marty (an honorary cake) was concocting game theory strategies to bring home the cup, but alas - even kelly's stellar bowling wasn't enough to carry us.
some say we choked. some say the other team was mean (they were). but i say: the cakes played their little hearts out.
and man, was it fun.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
when time slows down
this weekend i: hosted my first thanksgiving, travelled 800 miles by car, made my first stuffing, saw two dear friends married, wandered around an amazing beautiful yayoi kusama room, received noise complaints from the neighbors, both flashed someone and was flashed, freaked out over my dress, cried with happiness, had my first interaction with the miracle of fashion tape, read the phrase "human beings are amnesia machines," met both my boyfriend's best friend and his sister in one drunken episode, made out on the goldsmith overlook, listened to half of two books on tape, barely managed to keep my cool, witnessed the unfortunate sprawl of phoenix, arizona, shot two rolls of film and came *this* close to buying a robot at target.
there's probably more, i just can't remember.
there's probably more, i just can't remember.
why i'm giving thanks
10 hours
5 people (plus luggage)
1 not-so-big car
we managed not to kill each other
5 people (plus luggage)
1 not-so-big car
we managed not to kill each other
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
we'll fill our mouths with cinnamon
my mom and dad are in town. we're baking cookies.
in honor of them:
sons and daughters - the decemberists
in honor of them:
sons and daughters - the decemberists
Friday, November 17, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
yoga is a journey, not a destination
as i stretched and flexed my way through yoga today, i began to notice how much my flexibility has improved. for those not in the know, my lower body is about as flexible as dried pasta.
i was kind of pleased with myself - after all, i've been practicing yoga for 4 years. strength came quickly, but the flexibility has been difficult. today's class was quite heartening.
until i remembered that my dentist had fed me a muscle relaxer this morning.
sigh.
i was kind of pleased with myself - after all, i've been practicing yoga for 4 years. strength came quickly, but the flexibility has been difficult. today's class was quite heartening.
until i remembered that my dentist had fed me a muscle relaxer this morning.
sigh.
Monday, November 13, 2006
correction: measure h
in my earlier excited election exuberance i erroneously engraved that measure h was effectively elected to endow the city of los angeles with extensive equity to erect equitable economical edifices.
i was wrong.
i was wrong.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Friday, November 10, 2006
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
yeah, he's out too
dan savages definition of the santorum came up in polite conversation last night.
just thought i'd share.
just thought i'd share.
its like christmas, halloween and thanksgiving all rolled into one
democratic house, 90 didn't pass, H did...
so now we're just waiting on the senate. it all comes down to the "macaca" guy.
so now we're just waiting on the senate. it all comes down to the "macaca" guy.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i have been having the most cinematic dreams lately
last night i dreamt that i was walking down a dark street in a small mountain town. it was bitter cold outside and i could feel the ground crunch under my feet. snow! i thought. i dipped my hand down to taste the stuff but when it got to my mouth i realized it wasn't snow at all - it was sawdust. how odd, i thought. upon returning to my house full of friends (oh the little dramas and romantic twists among us - but that is a story for another time!) i told them of the sawdust snow. to them, it could only mean one thing: fire! fire? yes, fire! we stepped outside, and in the now-light sky the mountains were suddenly visible. and yes, they were on fire. as a visitor, i was aghast. as locals, they knew just what to do. we rushed to the center of town to join the firefighting efforts.
somehow in all the frenzy i lost my friends, and when i finally saw them again they (along with the rest of the town) were boarding dogsleds to head up the mountains. i ran towards them but my feet were clumsy in the sawdust snow and i couldn't get there in time. they were gone. i was stuck alone in the town square while all of my friends were out fighting wildfires.
but not for long. cut to me, soaring above the mountains in a giant yellow balloon. not a hot air balloon, mind you, but on the inside of giant blown up rubber balloon. this balloon was usually used to distribute condoms to the town, but i'd convinced the slightly kooky lady who ran it to give me a lift up the mountain.
as we safely alighted on the mountaintop, i realized that the filmmakers must have filmed that trip two different ways - once on the inside of a giant plastic sphere for my conversations with the condom lady, and again from the outside for the scenic view, perhaps tying a small helium balloon to the camera and dragging it up the mountain.
i'd always wondered how they filmed my dreams.
somehow in all the frenzy i lost my friends, and when i finally saw them again they (along with the rest of the town) were boarding dogsleds to head up the mountains. i ran towards them but my feet were clumsy in the sawdust snow and i couldn't get there in time. they were gone. i was stuck alone in the town square while all of my friends were out fighting wildfires.
but not for long. cut to me, soaring above the mountains in a giant yellow balloon. not a hot air balloon, mind you, but on the inside of giant blown up rubber balloon. this balloon was usually used to distribute condoms to the town, but i'd convinced the slightly kooky lady who ran it to give me a lift up the mountain.
as we safely alighted on the mountaintop, i realized that the filmmakers must have filmed that trip two different ways - once on the inside of a giant plastic sphere for my conversations with the condom lady, and again from the outside for the scenic view, perhaps tying a small helium balloon to the camera and dragging it up the mountain.
i'd always wondered how they filmed my dreams.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
i turned my back for a second
and work took the opportunity to expand exponentially.
it's going to be a rough week, ladies and gentlemen.
it's going to be a rough week, ladies and gentlemen.
Monday, October 30, 2006
2 days/3 nights in chicago
and i didn't manage to have chicago-style pizza or a chicago-style hot dog. therefore the trip was something of a failure.
i did, however, manage to save the world and meet mr t, not to mention see two of my favorite people, spend more than i have ever spent on a pair of boots, and have some serious city-envy.
these perhaps out weigh the lack of pizza and hot dogs.
perhaps.
i did, however, manage to save the world and meet mr t, not to mention see two of my favorite people, spend more than i have ever spent on a pair of boots, and have some serious city-envy.
these perhaps out weigh the lack of pizza and hot dogs.
perhaps.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
butterflies taking flight
stars above us
cars below us
i miss my girls
and i miss real cities
with bodegas
and leaves on the wet ground (white stripes?)
and apartments
and spaces of manageable size.
this makes me wonder how long i can stay in LA. and stay sane.
cars below us
i miss my girls
and i miss real cities
with bodegas
and leaves on the wet ground (white stripes?)
and apartments
and spaces of manageable size.
this makes me wonder how long i can stay in LA. and stay sane.
off to chicago
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
no on 90
there's a few weeks yet before the elections, but i just had to get this out there. if you live in california, please vote no on Prop 90. its being touted as a way to reform eminent domain, which is actually something we need - but it goes much further than that.
basically, it gives private landowners the right to sue the government if any zoning change or new regulation (except those related to a narrow definition of health or safety) lowers their property value. this would stop urban planning in its tracks.
remember when inglewood changed their zoning to outlaw big box stores and prevent walmart from coming in? well, if prop 90 had been in place the people who owned the land that walmart was going to build on could have sued the city for millions of dollars. most likely the zoning change would not have happened, and walmart would have moved on in against community protests.
or have you ever, when travelling through south central, noticed that every grocery store is a liquor store, and every restaurant is fast food? well, there are currently zoning regulations in the works to prohibit new fast food restaurants, and require "grocery stores" to actually carry fresh produce. this won't happen if prop 90 is passed.
and don't even get me started on the environmental impact - the government could be sued for protecting natural habitats simply because the land has a higher value if developed.
it seems like this nice, innocent proposition aimed at protecting people from eminent domain, but its more like a trojan horse. please help get the word out.
basically, it gives private landowners the right to sue the government if any zoning change or new regulation (except those related to a narrow definition of health or safety) lowers their property value. this would stop urban planning in its tracks.
remember when inglewood changed their zoning to outlaw big box stores and prevent walmart from coming in? well, if prop 90 had been in place the people who owned the land that walmart was going to build on could have sued the city for millions of dollars. most likely the zoning change would not have happened, and walmart would have moved on in against community protests.
or have you ever, when travelling through south central, noticed that every grocery store is a liquor store, and every restaurant is fast food? well, there are currently zoning regulations in the works to prohibit new fast food restaurants, and require "grocery stores" to actually carry fresh produce. this won't happen if prop 90 is passed.
and don't even get me started on the environmental impact - the government could be sued for protecting natural habitats simply because the land has a higher value if developed.
it seems like this nice, innocent proposition aimed at protecting people from eminent domain, but its more like a trojan horse. please help get the word out.
Monday, October 23, 2006
we beat the number one team in the league tonight
everyone likes playing the silly girls in pink. until we win.
and then they get pissy.
fuck'em. seriously.
and then they get pissy.
fuck'em. seriously.
pan di stelle
years ago (in a land far far away) i fell in love with these little chocolate-hazelnut-starry night cookies, mostly because of their crunchy goodness, but also - i can't lie - because of their unbearable cuteness.
i found them the other day at the gourmet store just down the street. i'd given up on them upon my return to the states and basically forgotten they existed. one bite took me back like proust and his madeleines. i'm going to have to make these last.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
marty's car was broken into last night
just outside my house.
the only thing they took was a biography of kurt godel.
nerds.
the only thing they took was a biography of kurt godel.
nerds.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i had such a crush
on him in college. in an untouchable, from-afar kind of way.
now i just want to move to seattle and be friends with him and his all-encompassing love.
now i just want to move to seattle and be friends with him and his all-encompassing love.
Monday, October 16, 2006
Saturday, October 14, 2006
you know how in cheesy 1970's and 80's television chase scenes the car/motorbike/snowmobile always happens upon a truck that looks like it's going to block its escape route, but in reality has a ramp the the chasee uses to launch in the air and fly to the other side of the rising drawbridge?
i actually saw one of those trucks this morning. my head immediately started pedaling as fast as i could, determined look on my sweaty brow. onlookers tried to stop me, but i was having none of it. i flew up and off the ramp, over a stack of flaming tires, past the moon ET style, landing safely and gently about 100 yards down the road.
my body, unfortunately, pedaled gingerly around the beeping truck and then almost toppled over trying to pop a wheelie a few blocks later.
i actually saw one of those trucks this morning. my head immediately started pedaling as fast as i could, determined look on my sweaty brow. onlookers tried to stop me, but i was having none of it. i flew up and off the ramp, over a stack of flaming tires, past the moon ET style, landing safely and gently about 100 yards down the road.
my body, unfortunately, pedaled gingerly around the beeping truck and then almost toppled over trying to pop a wheelie a few blocks later.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
time and space
in transportation we study the urban form through the lense of transit. i'm used to thinking of space and distance in terms of inches, feet, miles and kilometers. but in transportation we measure it in time. although cities have grown larger in size over the years, they occupy the same space in time: a 45 minute radius around in the center of the city. as our transportation increases in speed - from foot to horse to streetcar to automobile to high speed rail - our cities increase in spatial distance.
there's also a universal travel-time constant: 90 minutes. from an ancient chinese villager on foot to the modern angeleno in her car, we all spend about about an hour and a half each day getting where we need to go...which suggests that there is some limit within ourselves that contains not only our travel time, but also shapes the physical space in which we live.
fascinating, no?
there's also a universal travel-time constant: 90 minutes. from an ancient chinese villager on foot to the modern angeleno in her car, we all spend about about an hour and a half each day getting where we need to go...which suggests that there is some limit within ourselves that contains not only our travel time, but also shapes the physical space in which we live.
fascinating, no?
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i'm learning how to make maps
Monday, October 09, 2006
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i almost ran over diane sawyer today
she scurried out in front of my car like a cat. on wilshire boulevard no less.
in most cities you have to worry about stray pets. in la, it's celebrities.
in most cities you have to worry about stray pets. in la, it's celebrities.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
@$%#& 8am meetings
this is why i'm not a #%@%#& joiner. never have been. now all of a sudden i'm not only a joiner, i'm a %^$##$$ leader. which means i not only have to attend, i have to prepare.
@$#%$^$.
@$#%$^$.
Monday, October 02, 2006
why is it
that i always spell the word 'monthes' with an 'e' in it, and then have to go back and take the 'e' out? i've been doing this for years. i never ever get it right on the first try. its as if i've actually trained myself to spell months 'm-o-n-t-h-e-s-backspace-backspace-s'.
bizarre.
bizarre.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
i wish i had done this all before
like, a million times. or even just once. i wish i had some sense of whether i'm doing this right, or if i'm going to fuck it all up. i wish things that are obvious to other people were obvious to me.
people tell me that you never really know what you're doing, that everyone is stumbling along blindly. but i've made some spectacular misjudgements in the not so distant past and i think my blind may be just a little bit darker than everyone else's.
i wish my experiences made me more sure of myself, instead of less sure.
i wish i didn't panic.
people tell me that you never really know what you're doing, that everyone is stumbling along blindly. but i've made some spectacular misjudgements in the not so distant past and i think my blind may be just a little bit darker than everyone else's.
i wish my experiences made me more sure of myself, instead of less sure.
i wish i didn't panic.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
my body has rebelled
it doesn't want to do all the stuff i'd planned for this week, unless you consider aching and coughing and expectorating "getting stuff done."
it was not on my agenda for this week, i'll tell you that much.
it was not on my agenda for this week, i'll tell you that much.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Monday, September 25, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
my car may look small
but it can hold entire cities...
so we didn't win the competion. it would have been nice, but i'm not too upset about it. we made a conscious decision at the beginning of the project to do something big - something a bit outside the bounds of the assignment. we went more for 'paradigm shift' and less for 'applicable.'
i figure i'll have years to work on applicable.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
scruff
Monday, September 18, 2006
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Friday, September 15, 2006
portraits
a few months ago i began compiling my photo album for the last year. as i looked through my stacks of photographs, i noticed that most of my photos are of things. pretty, abstract things. interesting buildings, places, textures and patterns. these are great and - as i said - very pretty. yet they're somehow unsatisfying. although they provide the context and background for my life, they don't show the people who make it worthwhile.
i'm not a big fan of the "put your arm around each other and fake smile" snapshot, and so my photos of people tend to be limited to those who will let me snap incessant candid pictures of them. and while some of these turn out well, its a rare person who will cooperate, especially as i seem to take 20 unfortunate portraits for each decent one.
so lately i've been working on this. portraits are harder than they seem. its not just about composition and lighting and interesting angles. those i can work with. helping a person feel at ease in front of the camera - now that's a challenge.
this trip to new york gave me the opportunity (and excuse) to take more pictures of people. i think when you're only in town for a week they tend to humor you.
when i look back on this trip in 20 years i want to see the people i love, not some abstract landscape.
ok, maybe both.
i'm not a big fan of the "put your arm around each other and fake smile" snapshot, and so my photos of people tend to be limited to those who will let me snap incessant candid pictures of them. and while some of these turn out well, its a rare person who will cooperate, especially as i seem to take 20 unfortunate portraits for each decent one.
so lately i've been working on this. portraits are harder than they seem. its not just about composition and lighting and interesting angles. those i can work with. helping a person feel at ease in front of the camera - now that's a challenge.
this trip to new york gave me the opportunity (and excuse) to take more pictures of people. i think when you're only in town for a week they tend to humor you.
when i look back on this trip in 20 years i want to see the people i love, not some abstract landscape.
ok, maybe both.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Sunday, September 10, 2006
220, 284
pythagoras believed that a friend represents an alter ego. he wrote "[a friend] is the other i, such as 220 and 284."
he called 220 and 284 'friendly numbers,' because they are each equal to sum of the other's proper divisors. that is, the proper divisors of 220 (1,2,4,5,10,11,20,22,44,55 and 110) sum to 284.
they are part and whole of each other. like friends.
i miss this place, but i also miss these people.
he called 220 and 284 'friendly numbers,' because they are each equal to sum of the other's proper divisors. that is, the proper divisors of 220 (1,2,4,5,10,11,20,22,44,55 and 110) sum to 284.
they are part and whole of each other. like friends.
i miss this place, but i also miss these people.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
encounter
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